Its funny really. Time is a master of deception. It hides secrets of the past, and even confuses our own memories sometimes. Not to mention how long ago things feel, as well as vise-versa. It seams like my high school years were so long ago yet so close. It has only been about over a year, yet time just seams to fly by leaving it further behind. My first semester of college was a bit tough. Not that I struggled in school, or anything but I just saw how much was changing at once that it almost overwhelmed me. It had been happening since the beginning of my senior year.
You see yourself, an other getting older around you. Streets you once walked now have almost completely changed. Everything has changed and it depresses you. We all go through this. If I could spend an eternity with my cousins, aunts, uncles, and other family members in the suburbs of Utah doing doughnut and drink runs, playing League of Legends, and taking long night walks I would. But if I did that I wold miss out on having a college experience, getting married one day, and all the other possibilities that the future holds.
Hold to the past because it makes a part of who you are, but don't clench to hard or you will never let go when you need to.
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